trevor4056

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Now That You're Not Near by trevor4056, literature

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Now That You're Not Near

I've never felt the cold More than I do now Cold was my friend It comforted me Or maybe that was just you Shielding me from its bitter bite I've never feared the dark More than I do now Darkness was chaos But I reveled in its mystery Or maybe that was you Leading the way to the light I've never hated the sun As much as I do now The sun is warmth Something I have no need for Now that you're gone I no longer wish to see the light of day I never cared for the future As much as I should have I had been happy as we were You were always by my side But now that you're not here Our future will never come Suddenly I realize I've always felt th

Let the Sunshine In by trevor4056, literature

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Let the Sunshine In

I used to hate the mornings They were always the hardest The sun peeking through the blinds Seeking passage into my dark and cluttered room It hits my face with blinding force Pushing its warm rays past my eyes Where I feel it in my heart I normally feel annoyed right now I should be mad that it's broken me from my slumber Awakened me to a new day where anything could happen Pain Sorrow Misery It's possible But that's not what I feel today The blinding warmth brings nothing but hope It may not be happiness Not yet at least But slowly, as I allow the sunshine in Bringing light to my soul and my heart I feel like I can dream again Maybe even fe

Ribcage Birdcage by trevor4056, literature

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Ribcage Birdcage

Don't lock the gate No reason to clip my wings My heart is already trapped in a cage I'm suffocating I haven't left this place in days What's the point? I don't know where to go The blinds are drawn loosely A sliver of light shines cruely into my eyes Down on the streets below Life moves on As the neighbors I will never know Plow their way to unknown destinations Like a beautiful parakeet Plucked clean with frustration and depression Shrouded in dark solitude Forced to do parlor tricks for stale crackers I've lost all motivation to move towards the light and warmth To fly towards freedom when doors open for meals What's the point? It's not li

Hearts Built Apart Like Mine Are Made for Burdens by trevor4056, literature

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Hearts Built Apart Like Mine Are Made for Burdens

Breathe in Breathe out The rasps of your gasps are terrifying me I don't want to feel your pain But if feeling it means you don't have to I'll bare the burden happily It's not my place A child should shirk the murk Of the worlds most deadly atmospheres I'm not grown yet I'm still developing I'm still finding my place I shouldn't be leaden down by someone else's problems But what choice do I have? I was cursed with a heart built apart from evil All I want to do is help you Even if it kills me

Alarm Clock by trevor4056, literature

Passions and Faith by trevor4056, literature

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Passions and Faith

How can our children possibly have real faith If they're taught everything they believe? How can they possibly have real passion If they're handed down their values? A child needs room to grow in so many different ways Elbow room and intelligence Leg room and emotions You can not tell them how to live Or everything they must believe If a child is taught their most precious beliefs Then how can their beliefs be real?

Laughter in My Heart by trevor4056, literature

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Laughter in My Heart

I wait in line like a good girl should My white knuckles are in a death grip My friend just stepped off with a laugh in her throat Mirth in her eyes How can she be so free? How can she touch the sky And ignore the ground? It's my turn now I can't do it No mirth in my eyes Only tears They try to calm me with questions My name falls from my lips like a gasp They tell me to let go Sit back and pick up my feet Just let go They cheer me on Like they're talking to a child They say I can do it They can't process what they are asking me to do They're telling me to let go of everything I've grown to know To trust that the unknown will protect me To ha

Change Will Be the Death of Me by trevor4056, literature

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Change Will Be the Death of Me

Take me back to the days before I made the change Make the present disappear and bring back history I loath the life I've made myself I took for granted of what was given me Now I'm here One year in No progress at all 100 pounds heavier 5000 dollars poorer 1.2 average dumber Nothing to show for the hard work I've made before All that hard word I made before the change I can't take the change

Allison Harvard by trevor4056, literature

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Allison Harvard

Her eyes Like a sparkle of life hidden in shallow graves I peer into the depths and see the doors to the afterlife Hidden deep within the dark planes Ready to open for those that gain her trust Though whether they go to heaven or hell I have no clue But they call to me Lure me in like a sirens call Every time her eyes pull me in I feel I am ready to jump Uncaring of where I might be taken Ready to go through regardless Sacrifice everything In the name of her eyes

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Now That You're Not Near by trevor4056, literature

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Now That You're Not Near

Let the Sunshine In by trevor4056, literature

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Let the Sunshine In

Ribcage Birdcage by trevor4056, literature

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Ribcage Birdcage

Hearts Built Apart Like Mine Are Made for Burdens by trevor4056, literature

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Hearts Built Apart Like Mine Are Made for Burdens

Alarm Clock by trevor4056, literature

Passions and Faith by trevor4056, literature

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Passions and Faith

Laughter in My Heart by trevor4056, literature

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Laughter in My Heart

Change Will Be the Death of Me by trevor4056, literature

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Change Will Be the Death of Me

Allison Harvard by trevor4056, literature

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Allison Harvard

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Writing Tournament 2014 ~ Round I by Writers--club, journal

Writing Tournament 2014 ~ Round I

Jan 6, 2014

Come one and come all, raise your pen take part in this grand literary battle! There are subscriptions, points, art, features, and more to be won! You all have until February 12th to enter. The time is nigh for the Fourth Annual Writers--club (https://www.deviantart.com/writers--club) Literature Tournament! This is a tournament for all writers welcoming prose and poetry! :la: It will be a grand competition spanning three rounds of literary challenge! :typerhappy: First of all, you must be willing to write for each of the rounds over the coming months. There will be judging at the end of each round and those who progress to the next round will have to write a new piece for the

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My Sanctuary Vs Cruel Reality by trevor4056, literature

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My Sanctuary Vs Cruel Reality

I'm sitting at my window sill Looking down at the empty street below The sky is grey And the rain is cold But not cold enough to snow The atmosphere is bleak and heavy And each second feels like a century But that's not what I see When I look out into that dark world I see a place of my own Where the streets are fields The skies are blue The clouds release nothing but sunshine The wind brings nothing but the smell of leaves And the perfect mix of hot and cold The atmosphere is as light as marshmallows And my heart even lighter Every second is still long But every pause between the clock's ticks Is filled with laughter and h

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Aug 7, 1994
United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Aren't I cute? :D

My name is a single letter spelled with three letters. It's up to you to figure it out.

I'm the kind of person who would say bless you through the door and down the stairs fifty million times if you have to sneeze that much.

Personal Quote: "The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to&

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How to Train Your Dragon

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The nanny and friends

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Kesha, celion dion

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Hill-dan

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History mystery find it games

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Poetry, poetry and poetry. . . and beach walking

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trevor4056

Nov 16, 2015

Please help my friend

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I know it's been a while since I've been on here and any kind of following I had built up is probably long gone but I'm getting desperate. My best friend in the whole wide world lost her oldest brother to addiction just a month or two ago and living an hour away has prove to be horrible when trying to comfort her. Luckily she met a troubled young man with a wonderful soul and heart who quickly became her friend and did everything he could to take her mind off the pain when I couldn't be there to do so. Due to his past he has had many difficulties landing and keeping a job. Just last week he ended up in a car accident where luckily he was unin

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trevor4056

Feb 14, 2013

:D

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● Comment on this journal and I will: - 1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page. - 2. Tell you a colour you remind me of. - 3. Tell you what element I believe you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.). - 4. Tell you which of your OCs is my favorite. - 5. Ask you a question, and you must answer. - 6. Tell you which character you remind me of - 7. Give you a nickname. - 8. Tell you what am I doing right now. - 9. Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of. - 10. Tell you to do one in your journal too, if you have not already done it. (don't cheap out, pwease :'3)

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trevor4056

Jan 31, 2013

Contests

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Now idk about the rest of the literature artists here on DA but I feel . . . Idk what I feel I can't think of the proper word for. All I know is that when I enter a contest that says all mediums allowed i feel that literature should be able to stand a chance against drawings. I mean a writer is just as much an artist as a painter. I work really hard on my poetry, especially when I plan on entering it into a contest so it really hurts when nobody but other writers even stop to give me the time of day. I tell you the world is coming to pieces. I love drawings as much as the next person but poetry can be just as appealing to the minds eye as dra