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About Deviant Artist trevor405621/Female/United States Group :iconpoetry-sanctuary: Poetry-Sanctuary
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I've never felt the cold
More than I do now

Cold was my friend
It comforted me
Or maybe that was just you
Shielding me from its bitter bite

I've never feared the dark
More than I do now

Darkness was chaos
But I reveled in its mystery
Or maybe that was you
Leading the way to the light

I've never hated the sun
As much as I do now

The sun is warmth
Something I have no need for
Now that you're gone
I no longer wish to see the light of day

I never cared for the future
As much as I should have

I had been happy as we were
You were always by my side
But now that you're not here
Our future will never come

Suddenly I realize I've always felt the cold
Being near you just made me numb

I've always feared the dark
Being near you just made me brave

I've never needed the suns warmth
Since you've always lended me yours

I never planned a future without you here
Now I have none since you're not near
Now That You're Not Near
This is for :iconwriters--club: contest with the theme closeness. I'm sure a lot of people will interpret it as actually someone being close but with everything going on in my life I feel more of the opposite. Missing someone whos not close anymore. I hope people like it.



United States
Aren't I cute? :D

My name is a single letter spelled with three letters. It's up to you to figure it out.

I'm the kind of person who would say bless you through the door and down the stairs fifty million times if you have to sneeze that much.

Personal Quote: "The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to&


trevor4056 has started a donation pool!
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So this was originally up so I could get the fella plushie and llama plushie but since that a no longer possible I guess I can go for a premium membership. But if I get a membership for my birthday again I will start collecting points to donate to people who need/want it. Thanks to whoever donate.

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● Comment on this journal and I will:

- 1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.

- 2. Tell you a colour you remind me of.

- 3. Tell you what element I believe you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).

- 4. Tell you which of your OCs is my favorite.

- 5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.

- 6. Tell you which character you remind me of

- 7. Give you a nickname.

- 8. Tell you what am I doing right now.

- 9. Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of.

- 10. Tell you to do one in your journal too, if you have not already done it.
(don't cheap out, pwease :'3)
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Iodine by Icon For Hire
  • Reading: Fanfiction
  • Watching: The Nanny
  • Playing: Sims Freeplay

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drowsydoe Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Oh my goodness this is so late!!! Thank you so so much for  giving me a llama I really appreciate it! ^u^ have a wonderful day!!
trevor4056 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2014
No problem! :D
SunflowerGirlGraphic Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the llama! Llama jump
KawaiBakamono Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
Best wishes, little girl from picture must be pretty grown up girl now :D
trevor4056 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013
Aw thank you. :D
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